A Personal Impression of a Group Online Session
From the very beginning of the session I started to immerse myself in presence, I managed to relax and really enjoy. Although my mind kept pushing, I managed to feel the beauty of Being.
After immersion, for about half an hour, a recent situation became completely clear to me.
I recently met a neighbor on a walk and in a pleasant conversation, she asked me which foreign languages my children go to (7th and 4th grade of elementary school). I said they were learning English and German at school, to which she was totally amazed because that wasn’t enough. Her big (already successful children) all went to extra English starting 1st grade and to other languages and that is NECESSARY for success. Sniff, I felt awful, I cursed at her inside. What am I going to do now, they are already late 🙂 Anyway my inner state, my emotions were STORMY.I mentioned it to a friend who told me, come on, maybe they won’t even need languages, everyone has their own way. I know it all, I seem to believe it, but still, that emotion…
After the immersion session, it was clear to me that my emotion had nothing to do with my children, my sense of insecurity regarding the use of English in everyday business (private) life was revealed. What a surprise, what a relief, it never crossed my mind. Thank God I can handle it 🙂
Sania
