I Felt as if the Foundations of My Reality Were Collapsing Like a Tower of Cards

After 6 years of searching to improve my living experience and countless books, articles, videos, experiments, successes, and failures – I found what I was looking for.

I used to know exactly what I needed to do in my daily life to generally feel good, but… even though I knew what I needed to do, I didn’t do it. This situation was very interesting to me (and frustrating at the same time) because I knew that certain habits hurt me and I would do them anyway, also during those years of searching there was a period through which I could seemingly be disciplined without any trouble and then I would suddenly fall back into old habits and patterns.

As I had already tried “everything” and was familiar with the Three Principles through articles and videos, it occurred to me that the missing link was my state of mind and that’s why I decided to contact Darko. I came to the online immersion session without too many expectations because, honestly, I didn’t know what to expect.

Right at the beginning, while Darko was explaining how and what is being done, I was overwhelmed by a feeling of peace that deepened more and more. As that feeling getting stronger, I cared less about all the stories of the mind, everything I should do, be, become, achieve.

I felt as if the foundations of my reality were collapsing like a tower of cards – “Is everything I believed and what matters to me a lie? A mere illusion? ” – there was fear but at the same time such a feeling of security, abundance, and “as if I had arrived” – that’s it, the end of the road.

After all that, I thought to myself – an interesting experience, but in the end, I feel the same again and everything is the same, only to notice over the next few days that even though everything is the same – I am no longer the same. Although I would repeat old movies in my mind, they lost their appeal, their gravity, and would soon be replaced by a sense of peace and serenity, as if everything was fine just the way it is, I would also be in that feeling much more often than usual.

And as for my bad habits – specifically overeating even though my body gives clear signals that it harms me and spending a lot more time in front of the screen than I should – as if they had evaporated, as if I had forgotten them. The feeling that would precede these habits – a strong longing, as if I had to do it no matter what, that my life depended on it, pressure, nervousness, restlessness – all disappeared without a trace.

But the most important thing I saw during it all was that even when I felt incredibly confused and lost, that sense of inner wisdom was always there and guided me, even though I would only notice it for the slightest moment.

Thank you again!

Christian