It all started with petty fears and background dissatisfaction that I barely noticed. And then one day I was washed away by such a panicky fear that for days I frantically thought about what was happening to me.
This was followed by analyzing, endless thoughts, working on myself, techniques, methods.
And then Darko “called” me to him. While talking to him, a lot of things became clear to me, he explained to me where it all comes from and how it works.
And then one day out of nowhere comes the understanding that I am always good even when on the surface it doesn’t look that way. You don’t have to get anywhere. Everything is in place, though the mind struggles frantically to convince you it isn’t.
Peace and understanding began to emerge, patterns began to disintegrate and I became more relaxed and happier. I suddenly realized that I was watching it all from a different place. A place that is here all the time. In me.
And then you start enjoying everything. And you care about everything. And everything is fitting in on its own.
Sometimes I get caught up in thinking, but then Darko reminds me that it’s just a thought. Fabrication. Illusion. Mind projection. And I’m breathing again. And I bravely walk my paths.
Thank you Darko for everything, for the simple explanation that beauty is truly in simplicity.
Ela
