A Million People Is Arguing in My Head, I Hope Nobody Hears It

A Lyrical Expression of a Personal Transformation

*Translated from Croatian so the rhymes don’t fit, but you will get the point 😉

Panic attacks and eternal fear,
all the worries of the world on my back,
heart skipping and shortness of breath,
I don’t even know what I’m afraid of.

Sleepless nights and rains of tears,
as if it’s all my fault,
he who goes through this understands,
I live and I’m completely unusable.

From the shallowest dream the thought wakes me,
it persistently poisons me with the lyrics of a song,
“A million people is arguing in my head,
I hope nobody hears it. “

I walk with a dazed look and my skin is pale,
God can’t help me anymore,
I seek salvation in chronological order,
Dr. google, psychiatrist, psychologist.

Then in a sea of information, diagnosis and everything
I find him — Darko Pribeg.
After one consultation, the first interview,
meaning returns to my life,
one really has to admit,
life breathed into me.

Darko,
Thank you for responding to the call of life,
in the Three Principles I find salvation,
one thought goes through my head,
one THANK YOU on behalf of all of us.

Nicolina

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