All Previously Imagined Anxiety Is Gone

The door to the present moment. Liberation from concepts. Magic that starts to happen on it’s own. I just let myself go. Really a beautiful feeling. Insights. This is the way back to my soul, to the true self. The mind does not have to and cannot know how the...

I Was at the Bottom of Life

You know, I am writing this for myself but also for all those who will be inspired and encouraged by this story. It took me a long time to put all the parts of my life into sentences because I thought I would need a lot of sentences… but at the end of this story, you...

I Felt Like I Had Found Everything

Impressions After a Weekend Seminar Hi teacher, the confusion slowly subsides and the clarity of everything that happened yesterday springs up.I am joyful and grateful that I put in the effort and took the time for the seminar. Something very beautiful happened to me,...

Those Real, Deep Changes

For me, my childhood wasn’t easy. Every morning I was woken up by my mom yelling at dad for yesterday’s drunkenness, and throughout the day I would see him drunk and causing quarrels. My resentment and condemnation toward my father followed me all my life. In...

Patterns Began to Disintegrate

It all started with petty fears and background dissatisfaction that I barely noticed. And then one day I was washed away by such a panicky fear that for days I frantically thought about what was happening to me.This was followed by analyzing, endless thoughts, working...