Something Completely New

For years I fought against myself, worried about the fear that could come… after my mother’s death I completely lost control. Lost in myself, in fear of fear. The doctors gave me magic pills which made the fear even more intense and worse. I layed...

A Reset to Factory Settings

I came in contact with Darko quite “by accident”, although nothing is accidental in this life. After breaking up with my girlfriend, I went through a very difficult period in which I couldn’t find peace with the fact that she wasn’t there...

The Feeling Was Like After a Big Cleaning

I never thought I could have serious problems with small, unconscious, and almost imperceptible fears that I didn’t even know existed, whether I had a feeling of only milder discomfort and insecurity or a much more serious panic reaction.My habitual and normal, daily...

A Million People Is Arguing in My Head, I Hope Nobody Hears It

A Lyrical Expression of a Personal Transformation *Translated from Croatian so the rhymes don’t fit, but you will get the point 😉 Panic attacks and eternal fear,all the worries of the world on my back,heart skipping and shortness of breath,I don’t even...
Three Years of Hell

Three Years of Hell

Three years of hell. That is how I’d describe my mental state until a month ago. Constant worry, restlessness, pile of negative thoughts, absence, constantly returning to the past and concerning about the future, non accepting myself and analyzing everything. This is...